Sam ([info]serioussam) wrote,
@ 2003-10-22 09:40:00
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Blow Cold
The winters? They are a-coming. Like [info]contentedbloke put it, there is always some sort of associations you make with weather because of your earlier experiences. And the winters depress me. Not in a bad mood always gloomy face kind of way, but in a sobered down anxious kind of way. And that happens because, to me winters signal the end of a year. And there is sense of doom somewhere in the background of my subconscious faculties attributed to the fact that while another year has passed, I still haven't done half of what I had thought I'd do. It also doesn't help that I have always, always been dumped during the winters. This year, though its not so bad. That sinking feeling in my stomach hasn't arrived as yet. And I am still peppy. Not jumping with joy, but you know, kind of at peace.
Don't get me wrong though, I love the season. I love the rain, and then I love the winters. Summers... well, I live in Delhi. There's no escaping that. Its just that the feeling of impending disasters, and beautiful, foggy winter mornings are a great combination. Well, sort of.

Its a hectic time at the office, and this is going to be my only update this week, so to all my friends, Merry Diwali. Have a great time.



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[info]contentedbloke
2003-10-22 04:49 am UTC (link)
...to me winters signal the end of a year

To me, end of the year has never meant anything significant... Just a change of date as far as I'm concerned... Same with the New Year!

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[info]serioussam
2003-10-22 06:25 am UTC (link)
The new year doesn't elicit any response from me either, but the end of a year... well if I had planned and still not done a lot in a year, I get gloomy.
You dont get affected, since you are a "contended bloke", aren't you? :D

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[info]anand
2003-10-22 04:57 pm UTC (link)
there is sense of doom somewhere in the background of my subconscious faculties attributed to the fact that while another year has passed

I know exactly what you mean!, what makes it worse for me is that I kind of associate end of the year with exams ! I dont know why but that doesnt make it better. At the same time winter is more fun compared to summers , you dont sweat , a walk in the sun if fun plus my crushes usually start in winter ;).

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[info]serioussam
2003-10-23 03:47 am UTC (link)
Winters was also the time when we went through that horrendous 4-saal, 4-saal phase. And talking of crushes starting in winters, hows your new office? Interesting people? :)

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[info]anand
2003-10-23 04:35 pm UTC (link)
Naah nothing great,but atleast the people here are of my age group, I was a bit bored of being around grown ups.

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[info]sushubh
2003-10-23 06:23 am UTC (link)
a bhery bhery hepy diwali jee... :D

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